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i can`t do anything.i can`t.i`m scarred for life

Well, then just find a way to led it all out. You can't keep those negative feeling all for yourself. That would just tear you apart.

this must b rele hard for u and since i dnt no ur mum i dnt kno wht she is like !

i will keep them in.i`ll just keep them in my journal and if i die before she does,i`ll request for her to read my journal.oh god i feel so hurt

Well, a journal is one option, and I am sure that your songs help as well, still if you need to tell anything, you can say it on here as well. We are here for you. If your mum ever reads your journal, I know that she would know that she hurts you.And she would regret it.

yes^^^ and u could write about all ur pain in a song!!!!! but does she do any other thuings except hot sauce in ur mouth?

ok thanks SR.yes it hurts when she doesn`t realize i`m dying inside.whenever i cry,she`s like "oh suck it up!"

That's just horrible. Why doesn't she see that her words hurt your feelings?

it`s not only her words,it`s her slapping me and everything else!

Yes the slapping, I just don't get that. I feel so sorry for you. It must be a hell for you.

ouch!!! how can she not c that she is hurting u?

i know,it just hurts!i hate it!!!i just want to kill myself and get this stuff over with!

don't, I know how you're feeling and I'm sorry, cause I wouldn't wish that feeling to anyone... I can relate to you cause I'm going through the scariest worst moments of my life... Just hang in there, it's really good if you do a sport, cause for example if it's soccer then u get to kick, run and do lots of things, so u can get your anger out in every kick or run you do... writing songs is also an excellent idea, and believe me I know you're scared, but if you come up to her when she's in a happy mood, and tell her nicely without raising your voice, she'll probably understand... if not then talk to your dad, the worst thing u can do is keep it all inside, it kills you... at least it's killing me... I'm scared too, and I know how you feel, but don't kill yourself, and I know you are under alot of pressure and you just wish you'd get over with it, but why kill yourself and make yourself suffer it, and then just be out of this world because a person is treating you badly, there's always a solution for every problem, every problem except if you're out of this world, then you can't do anything about it...., just hang there, try to ignore it, or take it all out by running as fast as you can... if you ever wanna talk about it.. PM me, I'm all ears, and I won't judge you... promise...

i just don`t know what to do,hula.i take a dance class but i don`t really care about it much and i don`t take any other sports cause i`m not good at running or kicking or anything

well maybe u could have a go at tennis, rounders or cricket?

maybe,but i hate running and tennis looks super hard.but i guess i`ll ask my mom if i can

tennis is not that hard, believe me, it does look like it but it's not, it's actually lots of fun and it will get ur mind out of it... dance class? THAT'S SO COOL! I TAKE DANCE LESSONS TOO! ISN'T IT SO AWESOME? what do u take lol?

its not like ballet or anything.its a spiritual movement

is it like yogaor something? anyways, that sounds really cool....

well i know that is soo wrong the way your mom treats you but lately i have been depressed (like ACTUALLY depressed not boohoo depressed) and i felt like all my dad did was correct me and tell me how to do things, but in reality, now that im not depressed anymore, i realized it was just me. Im not saying its just you and you're imagining the hot sauce stuff or anything, but i think that some of it sould just be your emotions (which btw you really cant control)