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lol =P anyways...
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i cried as Derek[i almost said Will!lol] held me in his arms.he ran his fingers through my hair,and that reminded me of how will used to do that.

and then he said "Everything's gonna be allright, yn! Don't worry!" he then looked me in the eyes...

yeah it was kinda funny! lol! =P
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The next day i woke up, Derek packing up to go away. I woke up and looked at him, watching him pack, move back and forth from the closet to the bed.

i said "what are you doing?" he said "didn`t you remember?the trip i have to go on?" i said "oh yea,i forgot..."

I turned over and placed the blankets ocer my head to cry silently. I felt the bed move, and Derek move the covers. he kissed me, and said, "Its going to be fine. Ill be back. I know the mission i have is a bit dangerouse--"
"A BIT? JUST A BIT DANGEROUSE?!?!"
"Ok, its dangerouse enough. But i love you., and i want you to knwo tht. I will ALWAYS be thinkjing of you. I will cal as often as pssoible."
He got out of the bed, and closed his suitcase. He looked at me, and said, "I have to go..."

6 months later


I just FINALLY got out of the hospital after having a beautiul baby girl Elli. I was just sitting down when the phone rang. I andswered it. It was the dude from the goverment.
"I'm sorry to inform you that Derek has been killed." I hung up the phone and started to cry, I looked at Elli she had his eyes, not dereks.........................Wills.

I was trebling, i knew tht would happen! "I KNEW IT! WHY DIDNT HE LISTEN TO ME?!?! WHY?!?!" i said, more saying loudly than screaming. I broke down crying. Elli started crying to. "He didnt even get to see his beautiful baby girl..." I looked at Elli's eyes again, and it reminded me once again of Will's eyes. I needed someones comfort, so i called up my parents.
(calling will would be to soon after her husband just died...am i right?)

yea,that`s so right,skeetles.
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i told them derek has been killed.they cried along with me,but i told them the good news of me having a baby girl.they asked me if they could put will on the line,i said "what do you mean put him on the line?" they said "he`s here at the house"

"What do you mean? Why is he there?" i asked, a bit surprised, and anxiouse. "He was doing us a favor. Ill go get him." my mom said. Elli started to cry, and i went over to her. Hello?" i heard a strong familiar voice, and i couldnt help but cry, "Hi...(sniff)..Will, its me, YN." I said, crying a little more. "YN, a-are you ok? Do you want me to--"
"Its ok, im-im good."
"I just heard about it...and im soooo srry."
"Its fine...i think im going to be ok, its just, im-he--he never got to see his baby girl!!!" i said, starting to cry histerically.

and i ekpt going on and on,crying through the pain and telling him about the beautiful moments Derek and I had.then i said,"and she has your eyes,Will!Your eyes!"

Will was quiet over the phone. I finally said, "Im sorry, i shouldnt have said tht just yet. Thnx will, for listening, and caring, and giving one minute, well, more like a whole hour of your time." I said, sniffing here and there. he said...

"She--she sounds beautiful."

"She is will--just (sniff) just like you." i said. "Well, i can use some help around here. Do you know anyone--"
"I can help you, ill be over as soon as im done here." he said.

i said "Wait!" but he had hung up already.i sat down on the bed,looking at my beautiful baby girl.she reminded me so much of will.but also,so much of Derek.she had Will`s eyes,Derek`s face shape,and my skin tone.

My heart felt like someone took a dagger and was cutting it slowly in half. I couldnt bare it. I cryed, and threw myself around. Throwing a lamp, and smashing flowers from the table. I threw pillows off the couch, i ran to the stairs, which were right by the main entrance, and tripped running up. The doorbell rang, and i slay on the stairs, where i fell, crying.

then there was a loud knock and will`s voice."YN,are you there?"

I didnt answer it, in fact i didnt even get up. I just lay on the stairs, and cried. He came in, and saw me on the stairs.

my leg was hurting so bad,and i kept crying

"YN!" he said running to me, and taking my hands. "Will, im, i-i dont know whats wrong, im upset, and i dont want to live. just leave me here."
Will let out a hopful chuckle. "No you wont, not with me around!" he said, helping me up. But i felt a pain in my ankle. I cried again. "Im hopeless will, your just waisting your time." i said, bending over holding my ankle.

he sighed and said "YN,i love you.i want you to know that,and i`m always here for you.now,i`m going to pick you up whethere you like it or not." he picked me up and walked down the stairs with me in his arms singing "Yoho,yoho,a pirate`s life for me!"
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lol sorry,i couldn`t resist!