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Will AND Jared! Will had his hands in his pockets just looking at me and Jared had a smug look on his face and kept looking at Will out of the corner of his eye!

I jerked up and saw myself in my mirror!

"oh dear! i look horrible!"

"no you don't! you look gorgeous!" said Will
"absolutely stunning!" Jared chimed in!

that is so sweet!!! i have no idea what to add!!!

I looked suspiciously out of the corner of my eye at katie, who stoo dthere lauhing her beaty little butt off.
"alright, what are you guys trying to pull? There is no way in the world that THAT ( at that i pionted to my face with my finger) could look beatiful. So tell me WHAT IS GOING ON!"

"they want you to pick!!" yelled Katie.
"pick what?" i said reaching for my hair brush.
"between them!" screamed Katie between fits of laughter.
that was the answer that i was dreading.

I didnt enjoy being put on the spot. Actually i was offened. I looked at both guys, and gave Jared a mile, and then Will. I shook my head. "I dont believe this." I said, running out of the room. I wasnt happy at what just happened. "Wait" i heard a voice, but wanted to ignore it.

but couldn't because it was the voice of the man i truly loved! it was

will, so i turned around and...

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sorry, i didn't know what else to write

stopped! i stared him straight in the eye and said, "if you loved me so much, then why did you put me in such a horrible position? can you even imagine how awkward that was for me?"

" Look I'm sorry it's just that I came to see you and then HE arrived and, idk I just, I I guess I got a little jealous"he said, then I answered "Well......

... I'm really confused! to be honest with you, i have liked Jared since forever and then when he started to show interest in me i was blown away and flattered! then you can into my life, and it's been wonderful! it truly has but i'm just really torn! i hope you understand!"
just then Jared stepped out from behind Will and said, "......yeah well i don't think i quite get it! maybe you need to go into detail!" Jared said very abruptly and sternly!

maybe you dont know how girls work! i yelled. GIRLS DONT LIKE TO BE PUT IN THESE KINDS OF SITUATIONS! so... i said. i think you all should have a debate on why you think you should get me..... i turned to Will. would you like to start? i said with my hand on my hip

...whoever can give me the best reason as to why i should love them more, then they win!!!" i said, almost screaming.
will and jared just looked at each other and decided that this was the only way to settle the argument. Jared started.
"yn, i have loved you since i was in 3rd grade. You were always kind, and you were always VERY good-looking. And then when i gave you a peck on the cheek in 4th grade i knew that i had to have you someday. So here i am." And he spread his hands out in front of his body as if signaling taht he was finished. Then will chimed in.
"I have to admit, that when i first saw you, the only reason i was attracted to you was because of your beauty. But now, i know something else. I know that i love you because of who you are. Not because youre pretty. You hardly ever think of yourself as a reason whether or not to do something, you are always thinking of others. And that is why i am here. Because i love you for who you are on the inside. Not the outside."

oh my gosh! that made me have a lump in my throat ashlee!

YEAH!! TOTALLY GIRL!!!

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I knew i wanted will, but i didnt want to hurt Jared, i wasnt the mean kinda person. "Ill think about it." I said, walking to my dorm room, and slamming the door shut, Katie was still in the hall. "Umm...YN is it k to come on? or are u upset?" she said. "Come in if u want." i said.

thanks... i tried! lol


Katie came barging into the room and threw herself onto the bed where i was laying.
"YN! get back out there! william moseley is about to walk out of your life forever. You cant ket him do that. I am ur best friend and i knwo you ebtter than anyone. And i know you love will."
I sighed. "I knwo too. I just dont want to hurt jared. Tell will to come in here without jared."

"tell Jared i'll talk to him after i talk to Will" i said while tears welled up in my eyes! all of the sudden i heard Katie scream louder than i have ever heard her scream before! i jumped up off the bed and flew out the door! Jared was on top of Will and pounding him in the face and gut over and over and over! Jared kept yelling, "She's mine! You pathetic peice of crap! You can't have her! She loves me more so i'll just help her by keeping you out of the picture!"

"what the heck is your problem?" i screamed, running over

i tried pulling Jared off of Will!
Jared looked at me and said, "I'll get him out of our way! I'll finish him.... for good!"
"HE'S NOT IN MY WAY YOU FREAKIN LOSER! YOU ARE! GET OUT! LEAVE AND I NEVER WANNA TALK TO YOU AGAIN!" i screamed!
"you don't mean that do you?" Jared asked with sadness covering his face and voice! for a second i wanted to feel sorry for him, but i quikly got over that thought!
"yes. i. do." i said with my teeth clenched together and speaking barely above a whisper

i viciously poited away from me and raised my eyebrows, the corners of my mouth falling further. Jared gaped his mouth and walked away slowly increasing to a jog. he ran out the door at the end of the hall and i picked Will up off the floor gently. I noticed his side was split from one of Jared's blows. i took him inside cursing Jared in my mind the whole time, so i laid Will down on my bed after Katie had laid towels down. Katie, i said, will you get me some scissors? she glanced around and found some laying on the dresser. she handed them to me and i cut Will's shirt open, knowing it was probably too painful for him to slip the shirt off. i bandaged his small but pretty deep cut and climbed onto the bed with him and just lay there until he startled me by putting his hand on my waist. he whispered my name. i turned around to see his face, and he said "i guess that means i get you, huh." i grinned and put my hand on his cheek and kissed him gently on the side of the mouth. yes, i guess it does, i said.

ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! i love it! ^^
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"well then it was most definately worth it!" he said so quietly that i wouldn't have heard him if i hadn't been laying right beside him!

tears started to well up in my eyes and one by one drip down my face! i knew it was for the best that Jared had acted so violently, but i couldn't bare the thought of Will being in pain!