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Allright guys, truth be told. There is No Katie Chui (soccer-goaliegirl) it's really Panda-dancer_xoxo all along. I have two accounts and I made Katie up because I got so fed up that I decided I'd start over. I really do have 2 brothers but no Cousin Katie, and no dead dad. Everything else I've told you is true, execpt my dad's not dead yet, and there is no Katie. Half of you will hate me now, and another one of you allredy hates me so yeah.
I'm probibly not coming on anymore so this will be the last of me.

Bye forever,
Miranda

ok.
one question.
why would you joke about something like that? about ur dad dying? bcos thts horrible. do u have any idea wat its like to lose a parent?
Youre sick, wat twisted u up to make tht up, u disgust me.

i agree with narnia maniac that is nothing to screw around with.

To tell you the truth. Normailly I would swear, want to hit you to kick and scream, throw a fit and such. But like I said I am a screwed up, horrible person and the only person that's ever actually showed that they loved me was... hm lets see.. no one! Everyone allways underestimates me and appearently none of you are different!!!
ANd like I said He's not dead YET. I didn't want to tell you guys that because you guys would say everything like "oh it's gonna be OK." Well In my case it isn't!! He was in the hospital for 2 weeks and they said the infection he has may never clear up which means it could spread to his heart. Yes as a matter of fact i do know how it feels to lose someone dear to you.

And you Narnia_maniac I seriously don't belive you that time you sent that picture to us and said he was you're boyfriend when it was actually William Moseley and saying he lied to you when it seems like YOU were lieing to US. So who's the one that's talking?

You know what why do I even care? Why do I care about what you guys think? Sure I'm screwed up I ADMIT IT!!! now do you get the point of how bad it is here? I'm sure if you lived one day in my shoes you would shoot your self.But no! I'm still here. And I plan on being here. I don't care what you guys say or about anything you'll ever say. I don't care about how many people hate me right now, or in the futuer are going to hate me. I DON'T CARE! It seems like no one loves me. But I need to take care of my parents. My dad, everyone!


You have no idea what it's like.

Have some empathy for once.
Edité par soccer-goaliegirl le 02/01/2007 à 03:45

Shy girl or whatever your name is, narnia maniac and whoever reads this and desides "oh she's got it worse I hate her".
Take some classes or something. et you're mind off how nearly everything in your life is better then mine. PLay some video games, go out and shop, gossip behind your best-friends back or anything you'd normally do. Forget everything. You don't need to care. It's not like you ever did. There is a few people on here who have been nice to me no matter how screwed you think I am. Get it through your heads like I did mine "YOU GUYS ARE SO LUCKY."
to have
1. a boyfriend (maybe) while I'm stuck here being the girl with a big nose, glasses acne and everyting you wouldn't want.
2. parents who can actually walk or are in a better place. My dad can't walk. He never has been able to.

Wait A minute, why am I telling you guys this. Huh, you guys don't even care. Figures. Oh well. Atleast I got it out.

...hmm i feel a bit sympathetic
um i wear eyeglasses & braces?
idk but you might be a pathelogical liar & needs attention

be OPTIMISTIC about life things can change

seriously why bring ur issues here, on a fansite?

wait wait wait "u have parents hu cn actually walk"
MY MUM IS DEAD! she will NEVER walk again. i hd to watch here be buried nd everything. so yh, maybe i dnt deal with it in the best way, but im not guna do those things like tlk behind my best frends backs bcos they are the one things that were rite in my life nd nw ones left me nd ones dying, so yh im rli gunna do tht.
nd fyi, tht pic ws sent to me by my m8s bf sam, hu ive met like once wen we were pissed. so before u accuse me, read the actual comment!

nd also "why am i telling you this, u dnt care"? OMG just stop playing all victimised and "they dnt care so i dnt care" then why tell us if u think we dnt care?
Edité par Narnia maniac le 02/01/2007 à 13:16

Mrs.Pink or whatever
Well, because I felt like I needed to tell you because I lied. Thanks for atleast feeling a bit sympathetic. What good things in life? I can only think of 2. Friends, and some family. There really isn't much more

Narnia_Maniac,
Well because of how rude you sounded, what you were saying and all you've ever said. You know now that you've stopped hurting yourself what are you going to do next. Smoke, drugs, marajuana? You know your mom's in a better place and you know that. I think it's worse becuase my dad's still alive. Your mom's pain and sufering is over. HEy, based on what you've said before you could be lieing about her being dead to. HOw would you feel if you were in my shoes. I was totally crushed when you told us you're mom was dead. I CRIED! That's called Empathy. Try it sometime.
Edité par soccer-goaliegirl le 03/01/2007 à 01:58

lalala

i like ur avatar goalie girl

everyone has issues! we deal with it & move on

there's success, having a family of your own someday, & living your life to the fullest.



the end.

ok im having some empathy, nd thanks tht u felt tht way. but dint u EVER even SUGGEST i might be lying about my mum, because you know im not, why wud i hurt myself, why wud i tey nd overdose nd end up in hospital if i ws lying? huh?

Narnia_Maniac,
maybe you're lieing about that too.
But we should probibly shut up before everyone hates both of us. (haha)
Mrs.Pinkteacup (not quite sure about that),
Dealing with it and moving on? My dad will alaways be like this and nothing can change that. Narnia_Maniac's mom will always be dead and there's nothing we can do about it. There is some things in life where there is absulutly nothing to be optomistic about. Edité par soccer-goaliegirl le 03/01/2007 à 23:45
Edité par soccer-goaliegirl le 03/01/2007 à 23:47

yea but you can deal w/ it & move on! when i say move on try to pursue to something new than thinking ur a troubled person! yea life is hard but it shouldnt stop you to move forward. NM mum is dead but i think she accepts it.

yea its true everything cant be optimistic! but dont put down yourself theres always a good & bad 4 everyone it depends on how you live it.

How is it good to think about my dad in this state?
He can barely do anything, there is nothing good about that. NOTHING.

yh nd i try nd get on wiv life.

trying is different then being able to. I've tried before. It's hard. It may be easy for you and not for me.

its not easy. the first thing u gotta do is accept it. it wont hurt ne less, but itll lift weight off ur shoulders. thn, ur prepared 4 nething.

thanks for the advice. That helped. I'm better now and hope you'll all forgive me.

yh, it ws jst inital anger didnt mean it

you sound like my one friend Cory

hehe thanks! wel, u hav to be optimistic if u want to survive in the world!